And I've told him he doesn't have to do anything but watch if he's that uncomfortable but he still won't do it... I think he's afraid I'll like it too much and I'll crossover :d/

Think you could help me out with my fantasy, Mr. Phucked? LOL

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Live for nothing or die for something.

Lately I've been having these wicked re occuring dreams where I'm in complete sexual control of all the hot guys in my life. Alexi, Zachai, Metal Head Ex Boyfriend, Screamer, BGP4-100m, Scene Boy, Cute but Slow, Too Cool For Me, Obsessed with Tall Girls, and Laiho.

Can't tell I listen to Children of Bodom, giving nick names like Alexi, and Laiho.

Anyways, I have these dreams nightly usually, where all these beautiful men are on their knees nude in front of me and I take my pick of one, or a few of them, and each night entails a different senario, but every dream begins this way.

I wish I had complete control of all those men. Goddamn.

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And Zarr.... mmmmm ZARR

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Even if he agreed.
We'd have to pay half those guys to get in bed with me again.
I'm really good at fucking people over emotionally -badly enough - that they usually don't come back asking for me.
Or they're unavailable.
For instance :
Zachai - Girlfriend
Metal Head Ex Boyfriend - Girlfriend
Screamer - Ex Boyfriend ( Ended on bad terms )
BGP4-100m - Girlfriend and Turned me down on the basis of me being a bad girlfriend to others.
Scene Boy - Lives two states away ( why we broke up ) and Ex boyfriend ( ended on bad terms )
Cute But Slow - Maybe.
Too Cool For Me - Virgin ( Not willing to lose it )
Obsessed with Tall Girls - Virgin ( Not willing to lose it, especially to me after i emotionally fucked up Screamer )
Laiho - Girlfriend ( That he won't cheat on ( Again ) )
Zarr - HAD a girlfriend, and is now in jail.





Hence, why this is in the fantasy section.

i see what you mean ... but no worries youll find the right batch of guys .... sooner or later...
o btw im going to arizona tomorrow... for a day trip with a buddy

November and I dated shortly.

Ze Faen?

Actually, There was once I did have sex in a church (under some severe hallucenogenics) I didn't even know that i was in a church. The girl that i was dating at the time, was tripping with me, and as we were walking down the street, she suggested that we go into the building we were standing in front of and have sex.. I said okay.

Well, without my knowledge ( i was tripping) we walked into a catholic church, in the middle of sunday mass.
and we fucked on the altar... in front of EVERYONE. The Priest was yelling at me, the whole time, and since i was tripping i thought that he was an illousion. So, i cursed him out, calling him everything but a child of the Goddess,
while i was in the act.

Needless to say someone called the cops, and i went to jail. But since i was only 16 at the time, they called my dad to come down to the police department to pick me up. That was an ass kicking that i won't forget.

About a week later, i received a letter from the arch diocese saying that i had been ex communicated from the catholic church... Which is funny because i'm pagan anyways... LOL

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the ninja monkeys are meeting as we speak, plotting my demise

LOL, thats awesome, road head is a great idea. just be careful not to get into an accident when you're the driver, I know from experience... LOL

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the ninja monkeys are meeting as we speak, plotting my demise

Pushing

I think lately I've been pushing my boyfriend close to his limits. I have a slight obsession with strapping on, and using toys on him. Since no one has ever taken him before, I never get very far in my endeavors, however occasionally i can talk him into letting me try it out, and with my job being in the local porn store - i have plenty of toys to choose from. I purchased quite a few " beginner " butt plugs, and the first few he found obnoxiously big, once he realized i could not buy them any smaller, he slowly allowed it. Whining the whole way and complaining as i tried to lube him up and push it inside him, finally brought him to the brink of frustration, " Absolutely not " he tells me and i try to console myself for a while until one night when we're fooling around he tells me that he would like me to try again, and i do, with similar results. Eventually I begin to slowly give up my obsession and decide my happiness with him is worth it, i will get my butt fucking out somewhere on the side. He convinces me to try one more time and this time when he starts to back out of it, he suggests instead that he try to weasel the butt plug into his tight little hole without pain. He takes control while i watch him slid it in smoothly and sit down on it to keep it in. " How does it feel? " I ask curiously as i watch him. " Weird. But i can do it myself more than i can let you do it. " he answers and i nod, makes sense. He's yet to give himself over to the threat of my strap on with a dong in it, since dongs are a huge step up from the minuscule butt plugs we've started with, however, i have a " strap on for him " that will do nicely for the transitioning tool. For now, we've settled on the fact that i can eat his ass out and poke at it gently with my finger a bit as long as i don't get out of hand.